For The Good Old Times!!!

On a windy night when the thoughts were heavy,
The wind was flowing, Suddenly a wave pushed deep inside me,
to remember the good old times when there was a innocence in acts,
& the ones who mattered were besides me, Seems its all faded now,
Before time takes another leap & a jolt of sadness makes me realize,
This is not a dream, Its reality, I wanna live it all again by coming back to life!!!

A weird thought!!!

On a morning when the sun is still lost in the clouds,
The birds are chirping like revolts, when the thoughts ,
of inner violence creeping me, under the influence of my own shadow,
I realized how beautiful it is to explore the morning droplets before,
the sunrise, Before everything sets me apart, I just wish to get a glimpse,
before this life takes me to another crash wherein you are lost & i am deep sleep.

Rajesh Khanna:1942-2012, A rememberance

There are few celebrities who bring differences to your life with their acts & Mr. Rajesh Khanna was one such star. He was the very common next door neighborhood uncle face to all the young generations who grew up watching his movies like Haathi Mere Saathi, Anand, Aradhana, Amar Prem etc etc to name a few. I feel sad for the man who was the first superstar of the Hindi Cinema. Its sad to know that we wont be able to see this iconic star again on screen...

My earliest childhood memories with him was the movies like Anand & Haathi Mere Saathi which i guess i must have seen atleast 100 times, & all these times these movies made me cry...The best of all time hindi songs were cinematized on him only...He had a child like innocence attached to him. Perhaps, that's why the girls would marry his photographs, Fans would write letters to him in blood...People would wait for hours to get a glimpse for him outside his bunglow.

In the end I would like to say"Anand kabhi marta nahi, Anand kabhi marte nahi"...Thank You sir for entertaining us......You will always be alive in this world with your cinema....You proved your mettle with the word "Superstar'. Sahi me kaka tumhare fans tumse koi nahi cheen sakta...Will always remember you as a great actor & a great human being who knew it how to enjoy the life, because its only one chance you get to live!!!

A lost hope!!!

Sometimes life gives you some lifelong experiences in a moment which you thought were meaningful from your point of view, but in reality you are fucked up!!! Some people end up blaming you for their deeds & then you being a small & needy lamb become the scapegoat of the melodrama!!!

Its been like this & it will be like this only.Perhaps its the universal law of human behavior to put the blame on others & take the credits from others!!! Either you end up screwing the system or the system will screw you up badly, but one thing is for sure there is no place for emotions & self esteem when you are a part of the corrupted social dogma.......