Unfinished Rituals

Drowning in the solstice thoughts of an under-ocean,

visual disarray running through out the soul when a ,

magnificent ray hits you up in a situation of extreme comatose,

& there will be no sense of guardian against these thoughts,

A shiver so strong builds up inside my heart, A fractal dissatisfaction arises,

When i look into your eyes & the lamented acts of the past rituals hit me up,

Together, those times were the best ones & now its just the faded memories of your touch...

  

Sunday Morning Random Thought!!!

There comes a time when majority of the things of your life seem perfect, yet on some accounts you find a dullness in your daily actions. Surmounted with a sudden loneliness one just tries to adjust with the circumstances of a puppet's life where in at times you act like a robot being controlled by the situations created by your job, your wife, your girlfriend, family, foes etc etc, Yet you end up looking for a smile which has got lost in the ocean of time. Moments of childhood start haunting you as you grow up & as you move forward. Life is one such journey where dreams need to be fulfilled & passion needs to be followed. While as you grow up there comes a time when some people touch you & start dreaming with you in the same boat. Those are the touches of an angle. It's like raindrops touching your face. Happiness has a different meaning when you start sharing it with the loved ones.

Beautiful Peace!!!

Looking at the stars above my head, I realized,

The world is a fairy lie of the circumstances of usual problems,

while you can crumble on these oceans of infinite depths, a question,

of usual banal desires of succinct thoughts gets driven in my veins,

while getting frozen in a world of perishable individuals & unrealistic,

melodramatic,surmounted thoughts of heaviness filled with absinthe!!!  

Keeping pace with the docile system of malicious infringement corrupted system,

following the zero gravity of undefined failures, an attempted resurrection towards,

a superficial self of sanity in woods of undead spirits under the crimson & on a cold day,

I realize the true meanings of life, a forceful one though, always lived on your terms though,

needs a fucking freedom from your terms, A spirited wavelength runs through my spine,

with a jolt so high, I feel like breaking away & run towards a sodden mystic mountain covered,

in white & welcoming you, accepting you,sheltering you with strength to strength & arm to arm!!!

This is the usual peace i was searching away in a known world of materialism, I have come to terms,

With the luxury you offered me, while my soul was running away from me, Thoughts these might be heavy,

but philosophy as it is needs to be like that when failures surround you & a cold depression scattered thoughts haunt in a mist of darkness, wherein you start losing yourself & feel lost in chaotic supplement,

of this self world created by lust of our ownself, while i set myself free now with you, I feel the wisdom,

in my thoughts when i dwindle away from these usual paths of venom, Now i feel peace with myself,

when i run to the woods on a cold mountain surrounded by no-one except the loneliness of my usual self,

A fulfilled life it feels when i see no-one here, A thought as pure as a baby touches me while drain the,

negativity from myself, I know this is the happiness what i was searching for & this is what i call a beautiful peace!!!